Thursday, May 29, 2008

Bliss & Ecstasy Beyond What I Imagined!


Wow, wow, wow!

I can barely contain myself. I don't want to anyway!

I have spent the past ten years preparing myself for the possibility of Tantric Love. Oh no, I have not consciously done this. I have simply focused on loving myself Tantrically. And, may I say, I have done a damn good job.

How do I know this?

Oh, I know:-) I am happy and full and in love at all times with myself and consequently everyone else.

Recently I have been surprised and gifted by the universe. Really surprised!

I met a REAL Tantric lover. He's not someone I am teaching or even have to teach:-) He's not like most of those guys who say they are Tantra guys either. I would not even think about being with any one of them. They seem slimy and full of shit to me. They seem like they hate women and want to put their fingers into women anyway. They seem like they have never gotten laid in high school. They seem creepy. Eeeeeooowwwwww!

But this man, he's something else! He has been doing the practices for as many as ten years. He knows Cobra Breath. He knows chanting on the body. He knows other subtle practices, some that have no name. AND he consciously practices these things. He doesn't just know them. He does them regularly preparing himself all the time. Preparing himself for the possibility of loving another. Just like me.

So we met. It was a slow start. We finally got together. We danced two or three times before we ever got naked. We sniffed each other out. We tested each other a little. We looked at the possibilities.

When we did get together we performed Tantric Union. And we blew each other away! We went to the moon and back. After a brief period of scaring each other, we continued to go to the moon. Then we visited the rest of the Cosmos and came back smiling.

And we continue to go. We perform known and unknown rituals. We spontaneously initiate each other into secret practices that come to us as we relate. We laugh and smile and laugh and smile and laugh and smile all the time. And we are totally in a state of tumescence. That means we are hot! We are so turned on and hot. We just laugh and stay hot.

All I know is that this feels so good.

This gives hope and faith to me. This gives hope and faith to him. Hopefully it give inspiration to others.

Just when you least expect it anything can happen.

DO THE PRACTICES. DO COBRA BREATH! BREATHE AND SQUEEZE. YOU'RE GONNA BREATHE ANYWAY. MIGHT AS WELL BREATHE AND SQUEEZE.